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update, and TOTAL ECLIPSE

Posted on 2012.05.27 at 16:26
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I have a blog at black-bara.blogspot.com, and I really don't utilize either LJ or blogspot as I had hoped. I'd actually thought of shutting this blog down since it's been so long since I posted, but I've been visiting over here this morning. I still like LJ and am very comfortable with it. So I'm thinking if I should continue to split my attention between the two (which will certainly lead me to continue very spotty posts, but I think that's going to happen whether I have one or two blogs), and anyone who wants to friend me can do so at whatever blog they like best.  I think I'll start doing some commenting on books and movies, which will maybe help me to post more.

I watched TOTAL ECLIPSE (1995) last night with Leonardo DiCaprio and David Thewlis. IMDb summary: The
self-destructive relationship between 19th-century teenage French poet Arthur Rimbaud and his older mentor Paul Verlaine.



photo of Arthur Rimbaud (a bit of resemblance between the real AR and young LD?)




Paul Verlaine: (here, the resemblance to Thewlis is limited to the hair and beard style, also the apparent thinness of both)

 
The movie is striking in characterization, both in terms of the combustibility of their relationship and the way they relentlessly motivate the other to act out. Arthur is young, arrogant, brilliant, scornful of society. Paul is dissatisfied, resentful, and finds Arthur's companionship freeing.

As the relationship turned darker, Arthur found in Paul someone who almost without limit accepted whatever he chose to dole out. As much as I felt LC was at this point in his career undeveloped as as actor (though he had plenty of personal magnetism, of course), I saw something in his portrayal that I enjoyed very much - that he needed someone to draw a line in the sand, and he found himself involved with someone who seemed incapable of doing that. Paul's fascination and worship of Arthur was too much to deal with. Arthur's emotional maturity was undeveloped as yet, that fact hidden somewhat by his intelligence and world-weary persona. Neither of them seemed to consider stepping away from the other as an option. Arthur became more violent and blatantly abusive as time went on, and for awhile, no matter what he did, his behavior was accepted by Paul, who took the bad as well as the good with fervor. When Paul left him, the child he was (such as he was, anyway) was exposed: Arthur stood in the streets, crying and screaming that he'd been abandoned. Fucking nuts, honestly, and fascinating to me.

The movie sells for around $30 now. You can find it cheaper on occasion (which is what I did - I found a non-pirated copy on ebay).


Originally posted by [info]morgandawn at The War Against Women Is Never Over
When they marched for the women's right to vote 100 years ago, they were imprisoned, put into straight jackets and force fed until they vomited blood. They fought for your right to own property, to have access to birth control and your right to an education. This video is fun and clever and hits on some hard truths. And it makes you ask yourself...what I am willing to do today to fight back and protect our rights as women and citizens?  


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spring fling (storms)

Posted on 2012.03.03 at 09:50
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My nerve isn't what it used to be, after last year's storms, but Knoxville did okay. There was rotation in the clouds above us at work during the day in downtown Knoxville. There was tornado warnings yesterday afternoon changing into almost constant warnings last night until around eleven with high winds, a little hail and constant lightning last night, but that was the extent for me. I'm dreading this season, and hope it isn't as bad as last spring. I thought it was a fluke.

There's a house on the block below me that STILL hasn't gotten their (massive) tree from last year's tree fling cut up/hauled away.

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And today only, AFTER ANNA is free at Amazon

THE BAND PLAYS ON


THE BAND PLAYS ON (short story) now available at forbidden fiction:) FF believes in pushing the boundaries, and it might not be what you're used to from me  - dark(er than normal, even) and possibly shocking, so please keep this in mind! Fair warning: no HEA.

But the characters were snappy, horny, fucked up and so MUCH FUN TO WRITE.

Apparently there's a site called popyourpimple.com where you can watch people doing just that. Oh God.

My youngest observed this morning on the way to school that 'anime' sounds a bit like 'enema.'

My oldest has taken to firing up her ringtone from Heath Ledger's Joker, the 'why so serious, let's put a smile on that face' bit and mouthing the words as if she's saying it. That's not wisdom, that's just weird.

as for me! I churned out an 11,000 word story in a week and it's sort of mostly edited, all to meet a deadline for the 'Dear John' anthology at riptide:) I wrote part of it in the hospital. Go me.

oy, my girls are quite a bit older than in the icon now - they look so young!

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Posted on 2012.02.03 at 11:34
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After Anna (2nd edition) is a Kindle freebie at Amazon for the rest of the day. Sonja's  artwork is featured (love Sonja!!) - here's what it looks like.

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today and tomorrow, Beneath the Neon Moon is free in mobi, epub, html and pdf format at All Romance ebooks:)


hey everybody, I subbed Sonja's pretty book cover for THE VAMPIRE'S BOY in the November book cover contest at alternative-read.com - come look and vote if you're interested and/or curious:)

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Alice the cat

Posted on 2011.11.06 at 14:23
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Say hello to Alice the alley cat - the girls and I found her last Wednesday on a walk behind the local high school, literally in an alleyway. As you can see, her ear appears to be ruined, but we'll see how it responds to treatment. She's emaciated and weak, 5.7 lbs., hugely friendly. We came back on Thursday to get her but it was raining and she was nowhere to be found. Went again Friday around 3:30 after I was out of work and found her. We put her in the cat carrier and took her straight to the vet. She's clear of feline leukemia and other worrisome diseases, since I have other animals and couldn't have her around them until she was cleared. She has a bacterial infection of the ear. She sleeps a lot and eats and knows how to use a litter pan. She's so friendly that she's had to be a pet at one time.





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sub

Posted on 2011.11.01 at 00:29
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Sent short story sub to Steve Berman for Boys of Summer anthology at Bold Strokes Books - fastest rejection EVER. There oughta be a medal?

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Happy Halloween:)

Posted on 2011.11.01 at 00:23
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"Put your arms around me please, I want to kiss you. Say that you forgive me for letting him love me. We can both love him, my darling."






I'm really interested in Jenre's blog today - she confesses that she doesn't like some of the most popular series in the m/m genre. I'm impressed that she actually names a few of those series, too. The topic reverberates because there's always going to be a book (or more likely, lots of books) out there that the reader dislikes or is indifferent to, and just can't get why the book(s) in question is/are so popular.

I enjoyed reading the comments at the blog and thought you might, too:)

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new reviews

Posted on 2011.10.05 at 22:38
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Book Robot Reviews: Beneath the Neon Moon by Theda Black

"Emotional bonding from extreme fear leads to sex attraction to chance for love and you can't help feeling for these guys."

Top 2 Bottom Reviews: The Vampire's Boy by Theda Black

"Theda managed to make a coming of age story mix well with that supernatural suspense."




Plans: I like Riptide Publishing's collection call for Love for Sale, so I think I'll go for it, and I'm thinking about how a Frankenstein/Monster tale would work, and most definitely, the sequel to Beneath the Neon Moon. Love those two guys, and there's plenty more to say about them.


Annnd I thought I'd re-post the first chapter to The Vampire's Boy here at the blog in honor of the first review for it (Top 2 Bottom Reviews):
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Read more... )



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new review for Beneath the Neon Moon by Elisa

Posted on 2011.09.19 at 14:04
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Very pleased with this one, and thanks to Elisa -

It’s not the first time Theda Black surprised me with her complex characters.

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Berk Ozturk, artist

Posted on 2011.09.14 at 08:51
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artwork )

http://www.berkozturk.deviantart.com/

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danger, Will Robinson

Posted on 2011.09.07 at 09:17
I regularly get reviewers who post warnings about my fiction, and today I hear that something I put out in fandom years ago has made it difficult for a person reading fiction in that particular fandom. For years.

!!!!

I know I usually write dark, but even with work I don't especially consider hard-hitting, I get this. And this is the thing - it's something I need to accept, simple as that. Also simple as that - people don't always like what I write, and sometimes they're offended or insulted or outraged. I have to admit that I don't really get the intensity of those feelings, but ... this is how I write and I'm not going to change it. So buckle up and wear your chin guard, me. 

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edit edit

Posted on 2011.09.06 at 08:33
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I'm not writing, I'm editing. And editing some more.

I never realized I had so many things sitting around unfinished or as a rough draft. Which is good in a way, because I come back to it cold and can then see the flaws. Which can be enornous. But coming back to it cold isn't always great, like I've leeched my enthusiasm from the project. That happened with Neon Moon and Vampire's Boy, but I built enthusiasm back for both projects as I worked on them.

Talking to C - she said she found nearly 30 projects going on in tv and film for Frankenstein. So the revival is the next Big Thing? Maybe I should write that Frankenstein/Monster story sooner rather than later.

This morning, daughter2 is getting ready for school. She's 11. I insist on putting some product in her hair because it's frizzing all over. She sits down with me and I look down and say "underwear," because her underwear was visible. You know how low-rise pants are.
After the hair is finished, she stands in the doorway and looks at me. There's something STICKING from her pocket, jutting out from her abdomen.
"Take that out of your pocket," I say.
"What, it's a marker," she says.
"Looks like you have a penis," I say.
She throws her hands up. "You're so inappropriate!" she screams.
"You don't want people to think you've got a penis, do you? I'm trying to help."
Stomp, stomp. Away from the Offender. Maybe I'm too blunt. It didn't help when I started laughing.

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